Catatan Sepi Pagi Ini...

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Pagi ini bangun aku disapa oleh semirbit angin sejuk lantaran hujan awal subuh tadi.
Kesannya amat mujarab bila digandingkan dengan nasi lemak kukus berbungkus daun pisang Kak Sal.
Dan secangkir kopi suam, dihidang menggunakan koleh Vantage yang tertera "Happy Mother's Day".
Terkesan sungguh aku pagi ini apabila langit mendung dan renjis nipis hujan menapis.
Hidangan alam pagi ini kepada aku telah menutup imej zigurat-zigurat cinta yang aku lukis malam tadi.
Terkelam aku dalam jaga pagi ini, sambil ditemani lagu "Until it sleeps" dari album 'Load'.




Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side
So tear me open and pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps

Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays

So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I'm clean


So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
Don't want it

I'll tear me open make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

I'll tear me open make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shames me
SO HOLD ME UNTIL IT SLEEPS.





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